Dustin was charged with first degree murder today. Sentenced to life in prison. He was the foster boy that my parents had. Him and I were close.

Not sure what to think. Not sure how to feel. I want to vomit... that's a feeling. I'm nauseous.... also a feeling.

For we all have sinned and fallen short of His glory. So short.

I'm sad for him. I'm sad for her. I'm sad for her friends and family.

Oh, Lord, that you would be near him. That he would draw close to you. For You are good to us. You are merciful. Let him find You. In his lowest hour. Be his rock. Be his Savior. His Prince of Peace. His Lord of Lords.